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June 30th, 2005 by soosin

Hye I went to redang last week, it was a amazing trip, i ve got to know lots of nice ppl there, but the things is till now i still dun hav the whole set of pictures :( anyway, will upload it later…
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ah!!! i ve got to noe a very Hpim0468good fren recently, her name is zoe. she is fabulous, caring and optimistic,  quite opposite  of me,  ehehhehehehehe  anyway, will tel more about her nxt timeImg_0017

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ME AND ZOE

Im being so lazy lately, feeling so empty at the same time, especially when i was right back from redang, dunno wat to do, dun wan to work so fast as well….
Some more, lots a personal problems keep me down, relationship, my future, money keekekkeekee
Really want to get out of here, wish tat i can find a job outstation, anywhere but here……
Ohh ya!!!! im going to phuket, this is the only thing make me high hahahhahahaha
Im coming!!! phuket!!!!
Hope things get better when im back…..

Messed Thing Up

June 5th, 2005 by soosin

I messed thing up….
Today we go and see mr rajkumar, he is very nice and spent bout 1-2 hrs think of a solution to help us…
He said due to its individual assess, so he might can help us to only penalise the mukmin and save us…
But then when he recheck the EC form, he found out i stated 735pm we submitted the doc, and the timeframe is to long, so he couldnt help us anymore due to that
I kept remember i reach the 4th floor and passed it up on 725pm, but the admin keep doing her thing and dun bother me till 735pm she wrote it on the time field…
So i afraid they will think i was lying so i wrote 735pm in the EC form also, who noes, this will be the cause of losing the argument point….
I should nvr said something bout he time!!!!!!
I so wanna die, coss of me, praveen also will be penalised, i really hate myslef…

Still Awake

June 5th, 2005 by soosin

Its now 8.53 in the morning, i m still awake all this while
really couldnt sleep…
If not sleeping for a night really can get this thing done, its worth at all….
Pls pls let me get through this
amitofo….. amitofo…..

Couldnt Sleep

June 5th, 2005 by soosin

I really couldnt sleep, will i be alright tomolo???
This year is very important to me…..
I really dun wan to fail just coss of a sxxker….
hmm…………

It is about 4.57am in the morning…..

I Pray and Pray and Pray

June 5th, 2005 by soosin

I couldnt sleep at all….
Hope tomolo evthing will be ok…
The more i think the more i feel impossible…
Pls anyone… Pray for me….
In a very bad mood now….

The FlashBack

June 4th, 2005 by soosin

Well, 1st of all, happy go first…
I think its about last week, i had a gathering with my secondary school frens…
And i realized that my best fren, May she got a best best bf in the world…
Her bf drove yokesan (who stay in PJ) me (who stay in cheras)… so u can imagine how east and west it was
Then three of us went to coffeebean to have some chit chat, coss yoke hong said she need a nap first, she is damn tired… ok then, we eat and chat for about 1 hour (frm 1030 to 11 something)… she is still not coming… and how sad, aili msg me said she couldnt make it… she has a fren’s birthday party to go…
During the waiting, three of us consume lots of calories, cake, pie, coffee, juice…
So, at 1:30, our beautiful yoke hong and weiwei  only arrive, we decided to go to thai club  for fun…
Then we go there… sadly yoke san very tired, she and may hav to go 1st, coss may’s bf is waiting for her at the road site, he wanted to drive her home in order to make sure her safety…
wat a nice bf… so there r only me weiwei and yokehong… we dance until 3 am, well, thats a super for me coss i seldom go clubbing hehhehehe yes!!!!Imgp3200_3
after that, we went t mamak and chat till 430am, then only back home..Imgp3209
wat a night for me…. coss its been a long time didnt sSoosinmay_1ee them,i was so happy…
One more thing, i hate thai club… so many malay there… not tat i hav race discrimination, just tat u noe…. hmm.. prefer dun hav them in club… heheehe.. ok!!! a little bit discrimination hav to do with it…. and the smelll there… very uncomfortable… that was my 1st and last time EVER to thai…
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Sad thing….
On thurs, apiit called and said my EC form for DCCN is approved while i was sleeping, im so happy.. just few hrs later, the admin called again, and told me the EC is rejected, the call just now is a mistake… i was so frighten and just said ok…
but then i felt angry later after my frighthening thing sort of cool down… so i made a call to apiit and ask for a reason..
1st thing they said it is bout the mc is not match the submission date… but that mc is not supporting me and my other grp member, its only for our other grp member who dragged us to this shit… well here is the story.,…
our DCCN assignment due date is on 9th May 2005 (friday)…
then only our "lovely" grp member MUKMIN informed us that he couldnt finish his job at 130pm on the submission date which the latest submission time  is 7pm.
Then i arrived at apiit on 3pm to help him up…
and i tot he could finish his job cos there r still time for him… but then, at about 4 something, he confront us and he still havent started to even start his cost and benefit..
i asked him y, he said he was doing his software part, but before that, he told me the only part left out is the cost and benefit.. ohh.. gosh….
so i helped him to finished his job… by then it was oredi 6, and we printed and binded the document.. it was oredi 25 minites late….
and he doesnt even think this is his fault.. not even a sorry!!!! wat a jxxk!!!!!
so here the thing, my other grp member wrote an email to our lecturer, tell him bout this…
then when i asked for the final job from my member, (he did the compiling thing), then i only realized that the mukmin’s part was left out!!!!
so i calld mukmin to tell him tat, he only told me he will get an mc for his backache and tell lec tat he wasnt feeling well, and he didnt go to coll on the submission date to pass his work to us on time, and tats y we were late
but we cant use this excuse and the email against him is sent and stated that he did go to coll…
so we decided to go to coll and discussed it together…
but when we met at coll, he was late again!!!! for about an hr late… gosh… really wan to punch him, and tats when the ugliness of human shown, oppss…. gtg… continue when im back
Hi!!! Im back… where m i?
ohhh yeah… the uglines of human being  ^_^  of coss its the heart lah
so mukmin came at last (of coss he did), and the 1st thing he said is due to we missed up his part in the final doc… so basically we cant say its his fault for not submitting on time, (can u imagine tat!!!!! how self fish… while we r still thinking a way to ge three of us to be safe, all he think is himself.. somemore, he is this problem maker, man!!!!!) so of coss i deny that, i said if it wasnt u who couldnt finish ur job on time, will all these going to happen!!!!! he said no, his part is left out, tats the point.. and it wasnt his fault, coss he is not the one who compile….
ish… really wan to punch him kau kau…
then the discussion is actually broken, nvm, lets bring this to table!!!!
So i confront to lecturer about the grp issues.. he said he has to go through evthing then can only tell me the result, ok!
so i wrote the EC form to tell exactly wats goin on, and mukmin ask us to include his mc in it…
and also, due to we wrote all his fault in the EC form, he complained bout it again, saying why evthing mukmin mukmin, and ask me did i include the mistake we didnt include his part, i said yes..
due to the only thing i wrote about it is "due to the messy situation, we left out the mukmin’s part", so he complained that i shud state whose mistake it is… and i said, if really wan to dig this out, it was ur mistake, if u could submit it earlier, none of this will happen… he said i was not being fair to him, but hye!!!! m i telling the truth?????? i think im, and im sure im!!!

till yestrday, the ec is not approved, and i asked for appeal, the dmin ask me to look for mr rajkumar for this…. i hope the mr rajkumar will listen and try to understand the situation, if not, im so dead!!!!

so monday will go and meet him,… hope evthing will be just fine…
exam is one week later, but dun even feel like studying…
im so dead oredi!!!!!

A good day I hope

June 2nd, 2005 by soosin

FINALLY, my SIP and BPR were all finished!!!!
Thank god and myself for tat ahahaahaa
But im ot in a good mood at all, coss of my EC for DCCN, very sleepy now, have to record it only tonight…
Ohh yeah also hav to record my gathering with yoke san them, and hmm… (thinking) probably that’s all…
Go to sleep first, hav to reach APIIT KL at 1030am, and waiting for a very important call from admin…
Someone pls pray for me…

What Is A Marriage? 05282005

May 27th, 2005 by soosin

I cant stop but wondering, wat is a marriage?
Happy ever after? or the beginning of misery?
Is it about two ppl loves each other so much till they dun wan to be apart?
Or just for not being alone?
How about the resposibility to each other for the marriage?
How about trust?
Does he noe tat how hard she try to trust him?
How could he do that for this marriage while they have two kids?
Is he ever growing up?
How heart broken will it be when the truth revealed?
I really fed up about this jerk….
I hate him till i really want to punch him…
I hate him for being useless…
I hate him for dragging my beloved, closest ppl to this deep shit…
I hate him for being a total bastard and jerk…
And I also hate her for her immature…
I hate her to get herself into this deep shit till hurt my heart for seeing she is suffering…
And I love u.. i always do…
Thought we r apart… but I will help u when u need me, always…
Be strong… U can live sparkling without that jerk…


Im crying now…

Funny Fren and Fun Gathering 05282005

May 27th, 2005 by soosin

I hav a fren called taikau coss of his very big body size… heehhehe
he is a very funny man also make me laugh to dead, but i think tats also y my wrinkle get deeper and deeper…
he always blur blur, and sometimes make himself and his frens embarass… well im one of his victim (aiks.. wat to do)
yesterday he told me tat he lost his parking ticket at mid valley, so he went to the ticket generator try to press the button fot ticket… due to the generator got sensor to scan for incoming car, of coss it wont work, and he has to pay rm20 for the ticket… this kind of thing  always happen to him…. hahahaha
today (yesterday’s afternoon in fact), we went to TPM together to do work, he ask me to lend him my a/c coss the two books od his is overdued and he cant renew them anymore… so i say fine, then we went to the library and tell the librarian bout the situation coss i oso hav reserved two books…
just right when the librarian key the book code, he told me he doesnt wan to borrow one of the books anymore, and i have to tell the librarian that we dun wan the book anymore, and i felt so embarassed coss this is so troubling man…
anyway, this happen most of the time as well…. (Im sorry, im not a good story teller, hope u can imagine the situation…)
other thing, i felt bad coss today i supposed to hav a gathering with secondary good frens, but i was late for about 1 hr, here is the story
i had an appointment for my massage, i went there for about 5:30pm, and i estimated that i will take me about 2hr, since the gathering is on 9, then i still hav time to prepare… who noes when i finished, it was oredi 9pm, and i had 11 missedcalls….
well, pls forgive me, im so forgetfull seriously, two mistakes, i late for my gathering and i forgot today is my bro birthday, me and my sis supposed to hav a dinner with him, aiks… pls forgive me bro, i will definitely buy u a cake or maybe a present, im really broke le, so latter k?
well, coss of i hav to fetch my bf before meet with my gals, so i asked them to go ahead without waiting for me, but they say no, they have been waiting for so long and they will wait till i come, mind that they r waiting at my house!!! man… (wat frens are for…. very touching….in fact, i really can go there by asking my bf to fetch me there, so really bit confuse y they insist… hahhahaha)
anyway, thanks to u (sook fun and may)for waiting… and very sorry…
when we get there, we r the 1st to arrive, may hav called about tons of frens, they all didnt show up except hoong choon hehhehehee, our aiya sis… oppss… i shud call him leng cai, if not, he will say fXXX), and we played cards over there… the serious situation is who lose the most hav to pay the bill!!!!!! im so broke, my purse was only left rm30 for this whole week, and i borrow rm50 frm my bf also, this is all i hav and i hav total rm1250 debt as well, i cant lose!!!!
at first, choon lose three game while we all wins, but at the end (choon lose 5, fun 6,me 7 and May 8), our D queen May lose….
ish… the bill is rm48 something, hahahahaha luckily it wasnt me, coss im very broke, poor may, u noe that if i hav the money, i will definitely share the bill with u right? kekekeke
after all, it was fun and happy… i love to bet very much but always lose, but this time wasnt… YEs!!!!
ahh!!! also, dunno y my face turn red very easily, i mean not the blush of shy, its like when im happy, or get so excited, it will turn red very fast, and this is very bothering me   :-( it happened again when we play card, aiks….
tats all for now, hav to go back for case study, the SIP havent finished yet, coss i found a better ideas, so hav to redo, aiks…. wat to do
bye bye

p/s: count my mistakes to 3, sorry for hong, coss of i left my phone in the locker while i was enjoying my massage treatment (hehhhehehehh… dun punch me ohh), so i didnt answer the phone on time, and tat makes u missed the gathering, really feel bad for it, so so so sorry… pls forgive me if u still love me… hahahahaha
tomolo i wont be late for sure, i promised, looking forward to see ya all…

Secondary School Frens 05252005

May 24th, 2005 by soosin

A HUGE thanks to frienster, its really amazing…
i manage to find back a lot of secondary school frens that i think i never gonna hav contacted with, im so happy, and overwhelming…
oppss… if u wondering y i suddenly change my topic to frenster? m i suppose to rush for my SIP? well hav to thank Apiit for coming out with this so god damn SIP subject, make my head keeps spinning, and tats when i decided to take some fresh air… (really hope that the apiit lec will not know my account, hehhhehe)
in fact, it is very fantastic that i found my secondary school best frens, good frens via frenster…
but i couldnt find my roommate yet.. :( really miss them
this flash back lots of my high school memories, it was all so sweet, so happy and so much fun…
really wish that time can go backward
well there were also lots of mistakes i made during tat time, if time can go back, i really wish tat i can fix thing up and cherish all the frenships i have
aiks…..
shit!!!!! no time oredi, really hav to finish the SIP by tomolo, ohh… well by today 6am…
ohhh my god, hehheheehe im so happy….
hye!!!!! i know wat u guys thinking! im not crazy ok?