Archive for May, 2005

What Is A Marriage? 05282005

Friday, May 27th, 2005

I cant stop but wondering, wat is a marriage?
Happy ever after? or the beginning of misery?
Is it about two ppl loves each other so much till they dun wan to be apart?
Or just for not being alone?
How about the resposibility to each other for the marriage?
How about trust?
Does he noe tat how hard she try to trust him?
How could he do that for this marriage while they have two kids?
Is he ever growing up?
How heart broken will it be when the truth revealed?
I really fed up about this jerk….
I hate him till i really want to punch him…
I hate him for being useless…
I hate him for dragging my beloved, closest ppl to this deep shit…
I hate him for being a total bastard and jerk…
And I also hate her for her immature…
I hate her to get herself into this deep shit till hurt my heart for seeing she is suffering…
And I love u.. i always do…
Thought we r apart… but I will help u when u need me, always…
Be strong… U can live sparkling without that jerk…


Im crying now…

Funny Fren and Fun Gathering 05282005

Friday, May 27th, 2005

I hav a fren called taikau coss of his very big body size… heehhehe
he is a very funny man also make me laugh to dead, but i think tats also y my wrinkle get deeper and deeper…
he always blur blur, and sometimes make himself and his frens embarass… well im one of his victim (aiks.. wat to do)
yesterday he told me tat he lost his parking ticket at mid valley, so he went to the ticket generator try to press the button fot ticket… due to the generator got sensor to scan for incoming car, of coss it wont work, and he has to pay rm20 for the ticket… this kind of thing  always happen to him…. hahahaha
today (yesterday’s afternoon in fact), we went to TPM together to do work, he ask me to lend him my a/c coss the two books od his is overdued and he cant renew them anymore… so i say fine, then we went to the library and tell the librarian bout the situation coss i oso hav reserved two books…
just right when the librarian key the book code, he told me he doesnt wan to borrow one of the books anymore, and i have to tell the librarian that we dun wan the book anymore, and i felt so embarassed coss this is so troubling man…
anyway, this happen most of the time as well…. (Im sorry, im not a good story teller, hope u can imagine the situation…)
other thing, i felt bad coss today i supposed to hav a gathering with secondary good frens, but i was late for about 1 hr, here is the story
i had an appointment for my massage, i went there for about 5:30pm, and i estimated that i will take me about 2hr, since the gathering is on 9, then i still hav time to prepare… who noes when i finished, it was oredi 9pm, and i had 11 missedcalls….
well, pls forgive me, im so forgetfull seriously, two mistakes, i late for my gathering and i forgot today is my bro birthday, me and my sis supposed to hav a dinner with him, aiks… pls forgive me bro, i will definitely buy u a cake or maybe a present, im really broke le, so latter k?
well, coss of i hav to fetch my bf before meet with my gals, so i asked them to go ahead without waiting for me, but they say no, they have been waiting for so long and they will wait till i come, mind that they r waiting at my house!!! man… (wat frens are for…. very touching….in fact, i really can go there by asking my bf to fetch me there, so really bit confuse y they insist… hahhahaha)
anyway, thanks to u (sook fun and may)for waiting… and very sorry…
when we get there, we r the 1st to arrive, may hav called about tons of frens, they all didnt show up except hoong choon hehhehehee, our aiya sis… oppss… i shud call him leng cai, if not, he will say fXXX), and we played cards over there… the serious situation is who lose the most hav to pay the bill!!!!!! im so broke, my purse was only left rm30 for this whole week, and i borrow rm50 frm my bf also, this is all i hav and i hav total rm1250 debt as well, i cant lose!!!!
at first, choon lose three game while we all wins, but at the end (choon lose 5, fun 6,me 7 and May 8), our D queen May lose….
ish… the bill is rm48 something, hahahahaha luckily it wasnt me, coss im very broke, poor may, u noe that if i hav the money, i will definitely share the bill with u right? kekekeke
after all, it was fun and happy… i love to bet very much but always lose, but this time wasnt… YEs!!!!
ahh!!! also, dunno y my face turn red very easily, i mean not the blush of shy, its like when im happy, or get so excited, it will turn red very fast, and this is very bothering me   :-( it happened again when we play card, aiks….
tats all for now, hav to go back for case study, the SIP havent finished yet, coss i found a better ideas, so hav to redo, aiks…. wat to do
bye bye

p/s: count my mistakes to 3, sorry for hong, coss of i left my phone in the locker while i was enjoying my massage treatment (hehhhehehehh… dun punch me ohh), so i didnt answer the phone on time, and tat makes u missed the gathering, really feel bad for it, so so so sorry… pls forgive me if u still love me… hahahahaha
tomolo i wont be late for sure, i promised, looking forward to see ya all…

Secondary School Frens 05252005

Tuesday, May 24th, 2005

A HUGE thanks to frienster, its really amazing…
i manage to find back a lot of secondary school frens that i think i never gonna hav contacted with, im so happy, and overwhelming…
oppss… if u wondering y i suddenly change my topic to frenster? m i suppose to rush for my SIP? well hav to thank Apiit for coming out with this so god damn SIP subject, make my head keeps spinning, and tats when i decided to take some fresh air… (really hope that the apiit lec will not know my account, hehhhehe)
in fact, it is very fantastic that i found my secondary school best frens, good frens via frenster…
but i couldnt find my roommate yet.. :( really miss them
this flash back lots of my high school memories, it was all so sweet, so happy and so much fun…
really wish that time can go backward
well there were also lots of mistakes i made during tat time, if time can go back, i really wish tat i can fix thing up and cherish all the frenships i have
aiks…..
shit!!!!! no time oredi, really hav to finish the SIP by tomolo, ohh… well by today 6am…
ohhh my god, hehheheehe im so happy….
hye!!!!! i know wat u guys thinking! im not crazy ok?

Happy Sad At The Same Time 05252005

Tuesday, May 24th, 2005

ish… tot that my sleepless nights for SIP assignment can finally come to the end…
but… today (actually yesterday), after i showed my work to lecturer, realized tat there are still lot more to go, and lecturer is not helping at all (maybe he also dun hav a clue, at least tats wat i tot)
at about 10 something while watching average joe2, had a fight with my B sis, coss she kept blaming me not thrown the take-away food into the rubbish room, well i tell her that i do that normally when i going out, it will be covenient so that i wont hav to walk there everytime, she just dun buy it and keep arguing with me. well, maybe im wrong in somehow that i dun compromise with her lifestyle, aiks… tats my lifestyle, i hav my way of handling thing, she just dun understand.
anyway, leave out the sad part
really happy finally me and my secondary frens are planning on a gathering this sat, its been long enuff that we didnt see each other, well, Apiitian, u all know how bz we are, and also they all working right now…
really happy to see u again yoke hong, its been hmm… a yr right?  since u went to aus…
chating with u and may like backing to high school, where we always hang out and have fun together, tats y i acted like crazy, yup, crazy for u guys lah hehehehhe
really look forward to this sat…
anyway, hav to get back to SIP, another sleepless night…

Kill somebody 05222005

Saturday, May 21st, 2005

One thing for sure, if i know who were the inventors of all those exam, assignments and projects, i will definitely kill them before they can get anyone any trouble…
SO tired now, but the god damn stupid BPR havent finished yet…
really hate this……
somebody  help……

back to the paper work…… (zzzz)

My first blog 05212005

Saturday, May 21st, 2005

Im always be amazed  by the possibility made by technology, and the idea behind it….really happy i can write something bout myself so that i can remember someday from now…
where should i start…
hmm… oh yeah, 1st of all, big thanks to May, u have been a wonderful fren for helping me up with my BPR (Business Process Reengineering) paper, and also for always being there for me when i need help, and need to do thing crazy… u r my angel amd my best fren forever
im happy for my lovely sis, and keep study hard, sis, i always there for u hahhaha although im a little bit crazy to u, love u…
, s
100_1376_1he is extremely cute
and Noey (my neice), its not nice to call
ur aunt "sah Poh" ohh, love u, u r the100_1330 cuttiest babe i’ve nvr seen, hye
guys, check this out (ur left hand side), im not lying, she is extremely cute and beautiful…
God, i have to say this one more time, I love uuuuuuuu, noey haahahhaa
Pls be a good gal always and dun be sad, even aunt is not always there for u (no money to buy ticket to aus… poor me), but i will Cimg0060_2be there always mentally haah

Of coss have to mention my forever best fren, yoke san… hye, is ur bf being good to u? if not, i will punch him for u ohh…. haaahhaa u deserve the best always… love u too, remember the things we done and also mostly talk bout (xxx)? hahahahha u r the most amazing female in the world (yeah… no prob, no need to thank me for tat)
amy, leechien, taikau, edwin and kae,
(ooppss.. i cant find a pic that we all in it, why!!!) we’ve gone through many happiness moment during my first yr in coll, really appreciate u guys, and so happy to have u all,especially to amy, love u gal, u r always that gentle to bear my bad temple (ps im much better now than i used to be) and my boring story, muaks…
To leechien, even we dun talk much now, its sad that we are being separated by APIIT (diff class), haahahaha but i will always remember the moment we have, while u broke up with bf, while i was stupid and playing around… miss u and love u..
To taikau, u r always our "funny" fren. edwin, even now u dont have to be "sami" anymore, but also have to keep in touch k?
aiks… so many ppl… sorry if i left u out, nxt time will talk more bout u, ok?
ok, one last thing, to my mum (even she is not do surfing anyway…). sorry that i felt like thing cant go back, i really missed the old u who care bout me so much, i always feel like being left out now… and i know there is nothing we can do, its too late to make thing rite  but i still love u very much
Now  have to go back to my paper (BPR & SIP), boring…. seeya